those moments in life

There's moments in life were u just need to be strog,
some time's u dont even understand why,
but u just know that u have to be strong,
maybe not for u , but if not for everybody el's that's around u,
and u know that u have to give ur all to help no matter if u cant but u'll try.
For me that moment came
cause when u see a person that u love laying in a bed right in front of u
and u know that u would do anything to help him but u cant that's when u learn to love life,
but in that moment what can u do, the list is short, but what CAN'T u do, that list is infinite,
when u know that that person may not be there tomorrow
or that that day may be his last
u dont know what to do
u want to apologize for something that u did not cause but for some reason u feel responsible for what happend,
or at least u wish u were.
U ask ur self "why him?, why not me?"
out of the nowhere all this questions apear
and none of them have the answear's that u need so much.
Those moments in life come and go
but u never ever forget the feelings u felt
u'll never forget the image that wondered in ur mind night and night
taking away ur sleep and ur selfp respect
those moments in life are treasure
though u clearly remember the pity that u felt
u lern from it
and on u go in ur life
and so much can happen
even 50 years can pass
but u will never ever forget it
it will always be as clear as the moment it happend
and well u might have already passed through taht moment in ur life
or maybe u haven't
but when u do remember my story and every word i wrote
and well till then this is a goodbye

(original bye M.Penna)

Trust

How can I trust someone if that someone has broken my trust,
My heart is empty,
Its cold as ice,
As it reach to break,
It leaks out of water,
That water drips and slips away,
That trust,
That moment,
All within those you have broken,
I may not trust you or your friends but that don???t mean we can???t be friends, You have to make me understand why should I ever trust you again,
You have to repair that broken trust,
You have to work hard,
That don???t mean be hateful towards me,
Just show me that I can trust you once more.