those moments in life

There's moments in life were u just need to be strog,
some time's u dont even understand why,
but u just know that u have to be strong,
maybe not for u , but if not for everybody el's that's around u,
and u know that u have to give ur all to help no matter if u cant but u'll try.
For me that moment came
cause when u see a person that u love laying in a bed right in front of u
and u know that u would do anything to help him but u cant that's when u learn to love life,
but in that moment what can u do, the list is short, but what CAN'T u do, that list is infinite,
when u know that that person may not be there tomorrow
or that that day may be his last
u dont know what to do
u want to apologize for something that u did not cause but for some reason u feel responsible for what happend,
or at least u wish u were.
U ask ur self "why him?, why not me?"
out of the nowhere all this questions apear
and none of them have the answear's that u need so much.
Those moments in life come and go
but u never ever forget the feelings u felt
u'll never forget the image that wondered in ur mind night and night
taking away ur sleep and ur selfp respect
those moments in life are treasure
though u clearly remember the pity that u felt
u lern from it
and on u go in ur life
and so much can happen
even 50 years can pass
but u will never ever forget it
it will always be as clear as the moment it happend
and well u might have already passed through taht moment in ur life
or maybe u haven't
but when u do remember my story and every word i wrote
and well till then this is a goodbye

(original bye M.Penna)