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100 Questions
11 years, 2 months & 25 days ago
29th Aug 2013 11:33

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"water; drain. Return noodles to same" dude we have a noodle book in our asian home.

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
air..

3.Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Being the plushie fairy and giving out plushies, yay.

4.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The Simpsons

5.Without looking, guess what time it is
7

6.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6:52 (dang, close enough)

7.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my Dad typing on his laptop, my dog making noises whilst he sleeps ^^

8.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterday lmfao. I went out to go up to my friends house and go tubing.

9.Did you dream last night?
Indeed ^^

10.Do you remember your dreams?
Most of them

11.When did you last laugh?
About 3 seconds ago omg

12.Do you remember why / at what?
Indeedy, at my lovely friend Joseph ^^

13.What is on the walls of the room you are in?
.. paint.

14.Seen anything weird lately?
uh, not really.

15.What do you think of this quiz?
no comment.

16.What is the last film you saw?
SCOTT PILGRIM VS THE WORLD jhfjWFHEF (the best film ever i stg i've watched it so many times)

17.If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
London probably. ^__^ I just love how there's pretty much everything there.

18.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
GREEN DAY CONCERT TICKETS AND LIKE PEOPLE TO STEAL ALL MY FAVOURITE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD LIKE AMAZINGPHIL AND STUFF, YEAH.

19.Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
I'm quite lonely most of the time.

20.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Just make everything okay. Meaning no wars or bad feelings.

21.Do you like to dance?
I look like a penguin having a spasm. So no.

22.Would you ever consider living abroad?
Possibly c: Italy seems nice. Or America in general, despite lack of free healthcare.

23.Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
http://wordsmith.org/anagram/anagram.cgi?anagram=Libby&t=1000&a=n

LOL NO. One result and it's not even a word.

24.Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Joe c:

25.What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Pok??mon Emerald emulator xD
26.Last time you swam in a pool?
YEAAAAAAARS ago, ew fatness

27.Type of music you like most?
Rock/Punk/Metal and alt in general.
28.Type of music you dislike most?
Country, rap, (most) pop.

29.Are you listening to music right now?
Linkin Park- Iridescent

30.What color is your bedroom carpet?
I don't have carpet, i have laminate flooring.

31.If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
Paint things on the walls, so they're creative and stuff. Then add fairy lights and make it really cute.

32.What was the last thing you bought?
Uh, lots and lots of chocolate at Cadbury's World XD

33.Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
No, I don't fancy being an organ donor thanks.

34.Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Noe.

35.Do you have a garden?
Indeedy, with a load of green stuff and all.

36.Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Uh probably not something about "God save our gracious Queen" or something, whatever old lady.

37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
WHY AM I EVEN AWAKE.

38. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
AmazingPhil c:

39.Who sent the last text message you received?
Joe.. XD

40.Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Drop Dead Clothing dfjdwebj

41.What time is bed time?
like 11-12pm but i don't sleep until 2am XD
although now im half on California time so more like 12:30 atm

42.Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
lolno.

43.How many tattoos do you have?
None, but i will get some. c: I have some designs planned out for my legs already.

44.If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
YES YES YES YES i want a few. I also want one behind my ear saying "Are you dying".

45. What did you do for your last birthday?
I made and ate cake c:

46. Do you carry a donor card?
Nope. I refuse to donate my organs but I'm not allowed to donate blood yet.

47.Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
my twin brother, woo.

48. Is the glass half empty or half full?
Techinically, always full. Whether it is filled with half water or all water, there's always air and whatnot.

49.What's the farthest-away place you've been?
France x)

50.When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
A couple years ago? Ours died this year ^^

51.Have you ever won a trophy?
Do online trophies count?

52.Are you a good cook?
FRICK YES I'M A MASTER CHEF. A* FULL MARKS IN FOOD TECH YES.

53.Do you know how to pump your own gas?
I don't have a car nor a permit... Frickin' 'Muricans

54. If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Hitler c:

55.Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Yes ;___; always.

56. Do you touch-type?
yesss. I can't stand older keyboards where you have to push down on them fully to work, aha.

57. What's under your bed?
A ton of boxes and stuff x)

58.Do you believe in love at first sight?
lolno.

59.Think fast, what do you like right now?
Internet, my one true love.

60.Where were you on Valentine's day?
In Forever Alone land

61. What time do you get up?
well rn since its the holidays around half 7 but on school days 6.

62.What was the name of your first pet?
Puzzle. ;___;

63.Who is the second to last person to call you?
Lucie

64.Is there anything going on this weekend?
Uh, no? :////

65.How are you feeling right now?
Freaked y'know i go back to start sixthform in 4 days.

66.What do you think about the most?
Internet references.. x)

67.What time do you get up in the morning?
u ok quiz.

68. If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
Uh, i probably wouldn't y'know?

69. Who would you tell first?
If i chose to i guess my closest friend.

70.What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.

71.Do you sing in the shower?
noe.

72.Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
u ok quiz.

73.What do you do most when you are bored?
Marapets/Youtube

74.What do you do for a living?
I work in my parents' shop.

75.Do you love your job?
Not love, and its tedious but i work with awesome people and can get days off whenever i want. c:

76.What did you want to be when you grew up?
When i was little i wanted to be a nurse.

77.If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
Just have my own little cafe called The Chocolate Teapot. c';

78.Which came first the chicken or the egg?
Egg. No-one mentions the type of egg you see.

79. How many keys on your key ring?
just one, although i have a ton of keyrings XD

80. Where would you retire to?
wat.

81.What kind of car do you drive?
no.

82.What are your best physical features?
my hair is rad.

83.What are your best characteristics?
I have common sense, i'm pretty helpful and i guess I'm a good listener so people kind of don't find me too annoying.

84.If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
Tokyo!

85.What kind of books do you like to read?
Fantasy, Fiction, Adventure, Mystery and stuff like Q&A.

86.Where would you want to retire to?
again, wat.

87.What is your favorite time of the day?
Either super early morning or late late night.

88.Where did you grow up?
Measham

89.How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
Same place.

90. What are you reading now?
The Fault In Our Stars AGAIN. the feels in this is overboard.

91.Are you a morning person or a night owl?
night fo' sho'

92. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
YES. I AM BOSS.

93. Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
.. Who can't.

94.Do you have pets?
yesss. A doggie called Ryan, 5 chickens and some fish.

95. How many rings before you answer the phone?
As many as it takes me to find out who it is c:

96.What is your best childhood memory?
Pushing my brother down the stairs in a cardboard box.

97.What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
My current job is my only job.

98.Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
My hair is blue. :3

99. What is most important in life?
As cheesy as this sounds, happiness. It's really needed. A life without happiness is a life without hope.

100. What Inspires You?
People who overcome difficult things, the things around me, other people and most things.

(I stole this from Bagelgirl, yay)

Pets recieved and disowned
11 years, 2 months & 26 days ago
29th Aug 2013 09:30

I'm starting today, however i have received several over the years, and no pets i currently own are my originals.

Unknown date received Katmin as love xoi
Unknown date received Whispar as love daisy
Unknown date received Mordo_Saturday as goblin mordo
Unknown date 2013 received Phello as leprechaun quell
Unknown date 2013 received Extractable as polar daisy
29/08/13 received Stroking as a mutant zoosh from Cheekylibs
05/09/13 received Argggg as pirate newth from emilee949
26/10/13 received Grodey as underwater ideus from waterboii
1/12/13 received Gixe as toddler chibs from DiamondRT (Mara aim complete! Adore )


Started disown list 17/10/2013
Mr_Panda_San disowned 17/10/13

Recovery Projects
11 years, 2 months & 26 days ago
28th Aug 2013 15:48

~#CutCake
One i found most helpful. It sets you the target of a week each time. Everything will be explained in this original video. http://www.yourepeat.com/watch/?v=0umb_WksfnU

~The Butterfly Project
If you like drawing and pretty things you might enjoy this one.
RULES:
1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a pen and draw a butterfly wherever you would usually harm.
2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better.
3. NO scrubbing the butterfly off.
4. If you cut before the butterfly is gone, it dies. If you don't cut, it lives.
5. If you have more than one, cutting kills them all.
6. Another person may draw them on you. These butterflies are extra special. take good care of them.
This project is very popular. Smile

~The Paper Chain Project
RULES:
1. Every day you go without self harming of any sort, add a *coloured* strip of paper to add to the chain. (or to start it!)

2. If ever you do relapse, then you add a *white* strip. This way, you are not taking away an things, and you are not wrecking how far you've already come.

3. Whenever you do feel like relapsing, look at the chain and think how far you've come.

4. Over time, the chain will grow in length. You will, as you get further in recovery, start to see a decrease in white strips, and more colourful strips!
- This project is less common but still people find it helpful. it also makes rad decor for your room where you can see how well you're doing!

~ This isn't really a project, but this can help release anger, stress and sadness. It's a great site for letting out feelings.
http://thequietplaceproject.com/thequietplace
There is also one by the same person.
http://thequietplaceproject.com/thedawnroom/
http://thequietplaceproject.com/thethoughtsroom/ (my fav)

If you know of more projects, you should comment them so I can add them! Smile

Please be strong, in the end it'll be worth it.
It gets better.

Every single one of you are brilliant.
11 years, 2 months & 26 days ago
28th Aug 2013 15:08

No matter what has happened or is happening or will happen.
No matter what you look like or what things interest you.

As cheesy as it sounds and as common as it's said; you truly are a beautiful person.

I've learnt this the hard way. Now, this isn;t something looking for sympathy; more to just allow people to realise they are not alone.

When i was 12, i had a best friend. Her name was Shannon. She was 14, turning 15 at this time (2009) and she had very bad family problems. Although i was naive to it at the time, and didn't think twice about things; she struggled with self-harm badly. She gradually got worse. I did realise she was often sad and i tried to help her be happy. When she didn't turn up to school for weeks, her Mum told me Shan had been diagnosed with depression and wasn't feeling "up for school". When she turned 15, she killed herself. I won't go into details but it was a bad time for everyone. I went to her funeral. Her Mum ahd to explain to me how much Shannon was hurting before and what had happened. She reassured me she was much happier now. So then I started growing up.

moving on a few years, when I'm 15; my sister has left for Uni. In previous years I had been worried about her, finding diet pills and razors in her room. I had also seen a letter of donation for an eating disorder charity called Beat.
She came back for the Christmas holidays (which was a rare occassion as she has taken to cutting our family off as best she can, despite us being nothing but generous and loving to her. I had noticed she had cuts and scars along her left wrist. Note- cuts. Not just scarring so I know these were fairly new. I had waited until she left and told my parents.

My dad cried.

As i was now in my 3rd school and in Year 10, I grew more distressed with things. Although I had some good friends, i was only just being left into the world of teenagers where seemingly, everything hurt.
I suppose my parents had tried to keep me from this sort of thing, by being slightly over-protective. But I'm thankful for that.

By mid 15 I had met new people, and become more popular on Internet (sad, ik) with some friends who meant more to me than anyone else i new in real life. I made friends with a lot of welsh people and even met a cute guy.

After much persuasion from this cute boys friend, Jamz I had finally agreed to date John. We had lasted a nice while, being very content with our relationship. We skyped and video-chatted every night, and we rung each other often.
A little clingy, but in a good way. I grew very attached to him in a short time, after being friends for a long time. I had even had a half an hour chat with his mother, via skype. We sent each other little things that meant a lot to us with funny letters and cute drawing. We made a lot of memories together and even now a few phrases slip into our conversations. Needless to say, we broke up.
Not because we "grew out of eachother" or anything like that. But because I screwed up. Again, i won't go into details but it was my fault and I understand and accept it.
He ended up hating me, and I was pretty hard on myself. I wouldn't stop crying for hours everyday and refused to leave my room even to eat properly.
It all seems ridiculous now, and in someways it is. But he had been my first love. As silly and childish as it is, it's true.
We had slightly made up as friends a good few months later but that messed up and he told me to kill myself several times. By this time I had already started selfharming and this hadn't made matters any better. I got worse, and started harming more than my legs, where i could hide. It began at the top of my arms, and slowly worked their way down until about 3 inches away from my wrist. I took to constantly wearing hoodies and long shirts with jeans. He hadn't realised i self-harmed (which isn't an excuse but w.e) and he was indeed incredibly sorry about what he said, and even offered to travel up 4 hours to see if i was okay and say sorry to my face. I rejected his offer, despite still having strong feelings for him.

By this time i was diagnosed with "mild" depression, where my case wasn't strong enough for anti-depressants although something that need to be checked up on.

We didn't talk for a couple months after that, despite being on "okay" terms. I harmed less now, although I still did it regularly.
He sent me a message on Ask on Anon (I know it was him because of the response afterwards) about "what happened" between us. I had explained everything and because i had recieved a lot of 'questions' from his friends reminding me how it was my fault i began to rant. I began to tell him everything i was feeling, how much i had disliked him, and how i had been hurt. How i COULDN'T ever hate him no matter what and how i still loved him.
Things got awkward.
To make things worse, my friend Tom died. He also had depression, and over-dosed. Although I had newly become close to him (1 month) it was a painful experience. This was in the middle of my exam period and the stress of exams pushed me further downwards.

It's only in these few recent months that John and I started talking again, because i said sorry for "going psycho" on him. He said it was okay and that he knows he's changed but it's only so he could try to get over me.
This made me feel a little better knowing he wasn't "over" me either. Anyway. By this time i was taking steps to stop harming, doing all sorts of projects like The Butterfly Project, The Chain Project and all sorts. Occassionally on bad days i did continue to harm although I was doing much better. John and I talk on a regular basis now, as close friends again. We can joke and videochat without being awkward again.
More recently, i found something that has really helped me, in terms of recovery.
Something by bribry and luke, a couple of my favourite Youtubers. Something called #CutCakeNotWrists . This has been the most helpful thing for me during recovery. You may find other methods best.
In a separate blog, i will talk about recovery projects.

My Doctor tells me my mental health is getting better, and my checkups are less frequent. I am a lot happier now, although I still have bad days, as anyone does.
I've learnt to be able to speak to others about my problems. Although I never talk about such things with close friends or my parents, i do talk to my close Internet friends.

I have been doing the #CutCake project for several weeks now, and I have not relapsed.

I wanted to share this to let you guys know that if you're struggling with self-harm or depression, or ANYTHING; I am here for you, and so are most people. I won't lie, there will be some people who judge you. But the amount of people with open arms outweighs those who don't.
Even if you don't know me, or talk to me- I am here for you.

one more thing,
It gets better. Adore

Scratchcards
11 years, 4 months & 10 days ago
16th Jul 2013 08:56

I think scratchcards are a good way to get your mp up quickly. I buy the cheapest cards (x marks the spot) but occasionally I buy the Shiver Me Timbers scratchcards because it tends to be every 3 cards you use you won't win. (so the first 2 you will win but on the 3rd you will lose)

I'll leave this here for anyone who's interested anyway~

Scratchcards bought:34

Prizes:
3 dukka coin x2
Jackpot (25,00mp) x1
7500mp x4
bp x5
Plushie x2 (regular)
rp x4

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