Him

I'm so close to him.
Yet so detached.
If we ever stop being friends.
I don't know what I'd do.
If we become really close like before,
I'll be happy.
When we stop talking,
I don't want to bother him,
so I don't try to talk to him...
He looks at me,
in an odd way sometimes.
We've been friends for so long.
Sometimes we're really close,
but sometimes we drift apart.
He always says, "We should hang out!"
After we haven't talked for a few days.
When can he?
he always has something to do with his somebody else, or he's busy.
He confuses me sometimes.
I feel so weird around him...
he'll try to get my attention...
but I think about what to do.
What's wrong with me?
I don't know how I feel about him.
I beat myself up about this.
I just feel...
It's better to be close to someone you love,
then to not be with them at all.
He says I'm his best friend.
He told me,
"I can trust you with anything."
He knows he can tell me anything...
He tells me about these girls.
So many,
I just think...wow, another one.
He really is my best friend.
I guess it's meant to stay that way.
He's moving far away now...
I wish he'd try to get his dad to take custody of him.
That's a long shot though.
I haven't talked to him since the day of he dance.
I don't think I'll try.

Things to do at school so people think your crazy

So funny


1. grin insainly at random people.

2.get a trolly and start ramming into the wall.when people start asking you what your doing scream IT WONT LET ME GO TO HOGWARTS

3.follow random people around singing the jaws theme tune.

4.dress up in camoflage and role around on the floor singing james bond like your on a secret mission

5.go to the toy isle ,open a lightsaber and run around pokeing random people saying LUKE I AM YOUR FATHER.

6.drop to the floor , curl up into a ball and screm MAKE THE VOICES STOP!

7.run around in a huge bra and knickers

8.put a dora the explora doll in the middle in the isle, when someone picks it up say swiper no swiping

9.Run to the window, then say, "sorry, I thought I saw the bat signal."

10.At a quiet time, shout out "marco" and in a squeeky voice shout out "polo senior."

11.everytime someone asks you to do something ask them if they want fries with that.

12.Name your pen Mr.Pen, talk to him often, and go mad if Mr.Pen commits suicide.(fall off of the table)
13.Have a funeral for Mr.Pen

14. Pluck out someone's hair and yell out "DNA!"

15. super glue a quarter to the floor.

Bands/music

Check my marasite!!! It has tons of pictures! I love my marasite

Favorite Music:
mostely screamo and rock like... (old)Blessthefall, A Skylit Drive, Escape the Fate, Alesana, Pierce The Veil, Job For A Cowboy, Whitechapel, Confide, Blink 182, Attack Attack!, Dance Gavin Dance, Weezer, We Came As Romans, Of Mice & Men, The Word Alive, Us From Outside, WeAreGiant, The Academy Is..., In Fear And Faith, Bring Me The Horizon, I See Stars, The Devil Wears Prada, All Time Low, Mayday Parade, Madina Lake, Sing It loud, Black Tide, Senses Fail, The Word Alive, Nevershoutnever, Eatmewhilei'mhot!, We The Kings, Suicide Silence, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, and Janus. That's some of what I listen to If I remember any other bands I'll add them later.

Oh My Jeez, If you've ever been to a rock concert...it's such an amazing feeling. You feel so sore afterward though. Try to no get punched in the face when moshing, stage dive/crowd surf, and of course get some merch! Alesana in concert...is so hard to believe. They are just AMAZING. that doesn't even begin to describe them...
Shawn does vocals/guitar and he was such the crowd pleaser! I got so many pictures and I was just awestruck!