My Wings.. They're Torn ( April 18th '09)

How many times? hmm? How many?

Girls are like bombs, they are nice to have around, sometimes you feels safe as long as they're yours, but in a heart beat they can turn against you and blow up...
Unfortunately ive been the one getting blown up...

i dont know if its just cause i aim to high, im to fast, or just cause im unlucky, but every girl that ive gotten close to has at some point hurt me. Except one... GD! for the life of me i cant remember why i left her....

Poetry, i am able to do it so well now... listen...



The knife i hold next my chest,

its there cause this world wont let me rest,

hold my finger right next to the trigger,

i used to fight cause my life had vigor,

Life left me with no person to hold,

now im ready to die before im old,

Killing, dying, fighting, What does it all matter?

When someone tore out your heart and its on a platter.


My heart was full, so red and true,

Now its mangled, so broken and blue,

Life holds no purpose for those that are good,

im ready to unleash the demon underneath my hood....

-Blake Payne-

"Its time to unleash the demon within,

and bring a whole new Era of Sin...." -DA-