Have you ever been harassed? Have you ever wanted to kill yourself?

If I ask you these questions, it's because it's happening. I have been bullied since kindergarten (since 3 years), because of my last name, my origins, what I do or because I am "a tomboy".
I spoke about it to adults at school and they replied: You upset me !
As if it was my fault.
I told my parents, my father just insulted them before returning to his activities. My mother told me: It doesn't matter, there are worse things!
Maybe there are worse things, but is it normal that at 6 years old I was already thinking about suicide?
No, it's not normal.
But what do you do when half the class makes fun of you and you don't have any friends?
That was my question at the time. Now that I'm between 12 and 15, it's stopped. Although I doubt my life will remain peaceful for long.
Thanks for reading .