Cancer
17 years, 1 month & 12 days ago
21st Sep 2007 08:59 -----///\\----- Grandma Mary!
----///-\\\---- This is to my my
---|||---|||--- Grandma Who died
---|||---|||--- from the growing
---|||---|||--- Cancer...
----\\\-///---- She was very brave.
-----\\///----- The doctors told
------///\----- Her she only had 2
-----///\\\----Years to live but
----///--\\\--- she fought the
Cancer and made it 3 more years in the Battle of cancer
Just End Already
17 years, 2 months & 7 days ago
26th Aug 2007 08:40 Why cant you be friends without fighing and just stop because everything seems to be just falling apart even though other things seem to be just fine. I need something and that something seems to be something i was never good at. I never could get it and i probably will never get it.
Why cant things just end between us but we cant find a good way to put this. Things cant just end on there own, we have to end them are selfs and its hard to watch everything just float away from are hands again...If you have something to say you say it to my face, dont backstabb me dont treat me wrong just treat me as you would like to be treated, is that to much to ask? Waking up every morning thinking just please end already, does not matter just end but every i just get a myth, just a myth this is never going to end, So just End Already!
Wait
17 years, 3 months & 2 days ago
31st Jul 2007 14:03 Open your closed eye's look and find your way to the river bend where you'll find me, because they places to see and things to say but how are we supossed to do that from so far away. If you not there at the river bend waiting for me i know where you live and i will find you i will meet you and i will wait for you to come back to be my friend, I will always be open to be your friend and i will never turn my back on you. So meet me by the river bend to talk about are new lifes and to say how sorry we are for leaving each other behind when we each other just dissapeared thru those years. You'd say hi and walk thru the yard and say Yo, but not like walk thru the yard and say yo can i play with you guys, it just stopped after a while we were supossed to be friends forver but you just left after you got into 6th grade and everything i remember from then just became a memory in the back of my mind, I can't sleep without thinking of ways to keep in touch but nothing comes to mind. I sometimes cry myself to sleep at night there's nothing to get me pasted the past, i no i have to get over it but i can't because everything i remember when we were still in first grade is all gone and it's not coming back to me. So meet me at the river bend to share what we missed and what we lost a long time ago because everything i do reminds me of you because we used to play those things together as best friends but the river bend is somewhere nobody can go.
So wait for me at the river bend and we'll jump in to the river together as Friends Forever!
Al-Alex
Forever Friends
17 years, 3 months & 2 days ago
30th Jul 2007 23:50 Forever you will be gone, moving was tough and i just having a feeling we won't see each other again. Every day i think maybe everything is wrong because of me maybe it was me that caused the problem that we never seen each other much. Even when your gone i know you'll always be there for me no matter what and i will always be there for you no matter what happens no matter what you do, When your gone your face will always bring me back to you, I know when we were in kindergarden you like to play with us even with barbies even though you were a boy. You even kissed there chest if i may remember it right (lol). Forever we will be friends even thru the roughs and thoughs thru life. Because with you i had everything because you one of only friends, i had no friends because i was smaller then all of the rest of the kids but you didn't do like the others did picking on me for my size.
You were there when nobody else was and i just want to thank you for that because i have nobody to turn to now because i have no friends anymore because i lost them when i moved.
Thanks again for being there for me thru those years we played with each other in the sand and dirt!
Al-Alex
To: SA
Lost
17 years, 3 months & 3 days ago
30th Jul 2007 23:26 When your gone everything will change, when your gone nobody will ever listen to me. No matter who you really are you were always there, things changed from there and now we're apart more then ever, yeah i have you and me in a picture but that doesn't help even though i'll always remember you and your funny personality like no one elses. Things i remember from when you were here is unforgetable, like you coming up the rode singing who let the dogs out, we always laughed when you were around but i hope everything is good there because everything is different here. When your gone everything is just plain and dull theres no tommorrow, I'll always miss you no matter what.
Hope everything works out in your life, I miss you!
Al-