Waiting
15 years, 8 months & 29 days ago
3rd Mar 2009 13:59 Lately my whole life has become a big waiting room. I???m always waiting for something but when it comes I???m waiting for something else. I???m waiting for school to end, and then when it ends I wait for my favourite show to come on. When it ends I wait for it to be a normal time for sleeping, and when I wake up I go to school and wait for it to end again. It???s like I???m stuck on an airplane that keeps circling the earth. I can see everything flying by but the plane never lands. When will it land?
"Barbie Sucks"
15 years, 8 months & 29 days ago
3rd Mar 2009 13:57 ???If Barbie is so great then why do we buy her friends???? Would you like to know why? Because she is a doll! She isn???t a human being so why does everyone treat her like it? Barbie was designed to be a toy for kids not as a way to measure your waist line!!!! Yes, Barbie???s measurements are impossible to live up to but so what? No matter how much I want superpowers like Spiderman I???m not getting those either so why is Barbie the one taking the heat?
Role models are someone we look up to and want to be like. My role models are the Gilmore Girls and although they are just TV characters their traits are the kind a person could have. But who???s role model would be a piece of plastic? A piece of plastic is something that doesn???t have a heart and can never grow mentally or physically for that matter. Maybe Barbie isn???t the problem maybe the problem is people who try to be like a toy!
Get over it people blame yourself not a peice of plastic!
Fade Away
15 years, 8 months & 29 days ago
3rd Mar 2009 13:55 Have you ever sat in complete silence with someone that you always had something to say to? She???s your best friend and yet you???re sitting on different sides of the room and no matter what every thing that you want to say seems wrong. But wait a minute, aren???t best friends the people that will always understand you, the ones that always have your back? Although you???ve been through these uncomfortable silences with other people before and survived, this one is the worst. All that comes to mind is how it feels like just yesterday you were playing in the sand and collecting Arthur trading cards and now it???s like you???re with a stranger. And no matter how much it hurts you want to move on, like they say ???time heals all wounds??? right? As time passes you may think of her less and less, but you haven???t completely forgotten. Maybe that???s how it???s supposed to be, you may not have been friends forever but all those wonderful memories should never fade away.
My heart
15 years, 8 months & 29 days ago
3rd Mar 2009 13:54 Have you ever loved someone so much that it actually hurt? It???s the strangest feeling because unlike emotions it???s a physical pain that you would think it???s impossible. You love him so much despite the fact that you know it???s impossible. All your fantasies revolve around him and all your thoughts revolve around him even though you know that he can???t fantasize about you in return. But maybe the impossibility is what makes this more exciting and even safer. If it???s impossible to be together then it???s impossible to get rejected, right? Wrong! Although you don???t get a physical rejection, in that one second that it takes for you realize just how impossible it is it may hurt even more than being dumped in front of a crowd. As you convince yourself that just ???cause it can never happen doesn???t mean you have to stop all those fantasies, or maybe that would be better. Gradually forgetting him would be much better than having your heart ache for no reason. After all he???s just a couple words on a page.
Was that real?
15 years, 8 months & 29 days ago
3rd Mar 2009 13:54 Have you ever read a book that you got so caught up in it???s like you were in it? It???s almost like first you???re just looking at letters on a page then all of a sudden a hand reaches out and pulls you in. The characters become your best friends and you are the narrator. You???re in the house that was described to you, you smell the scents you even hear the voices. Everything is so magical that you don???t even fully understand what???s happening. All that matters is to find out what happens next, you want to know, no you NEED to know. All of a sudden a bell rings pushing you out of the amazing place. You look around and you see desks, and kids gathering their things. Class is over and it???s time for you to get home. You wonder, did I fall asleep? We???re we watching a movie? No it can???t be, it felt too real. You glance down at your book, dumbstruck. How can a few simple words on a page be so vivid? And as you gather your stuff and head out the door a single word flashes through your mind. Edward.