It seems as though everyone wants something. Everybody is searching, hungrily, for what they desire, be it fame, fortune, love, happiness, or something else. It doesn???t even have to be material. But many are never truly satisfied, still searching for that one thing that will make them happy and at peace with themselves. I???m searching, too. ???-Quite fine to have dreams, as long as you don???t interfere with those of others in a negative way.??? Or so they say. But what am I searching? Even I don???t really know. I???m perfectly fine, but I don???t feel satisfied. I???m guessing that having almost three months to laze off, doing nothing of real importance, can have that effect on someone. Or maybe it???s some new kind of temporary insanity. After all, I???ve been called ???crazy??? before for being a hyperactive child. It???s not the pits, though. Searching. Always glancing around from behind, excited at the prospect of something new. Something new. That???s it. What I???m searching for. A new routine, new people to meet, something exciting, in a good way, something I can smile about when I???m thinking at night. My moon, my man. There???s nowhere to go but on- heart on my sleeve, not where it should be. Shed some light on me, please. Isn???t it funny how any simple song can just get stuck in your head, and then, it???s everywhere? You write it down. You sing it. Make up dances to it when you???re alone, and then turn red and laugh at yourself. That???s not really on topic, as any teacher could tell you, but there really isn???t a set topic when some rambunctious youngster decides to write, procrastinating until the last moment, and finally getting a stroke of inspiration, only to be wiped away and forgotten, set aside by some new thought.
5-11-09 (Ugh, it makes it seem like a diary. Yuck. Anyhoo...) Just as the title says. (Or is it?) Well, I'm feeling pretty cheerful. Be it the pasta I ate, or something else, I do not know.
Hrmm... A few days ago I won second place in Yoko's (Wolfyoko) warriors (a series about cats ) writing contest. That gave me 100k, and a glowing egg. Oh, I love the glowy fowl products.
ANYWAYS, a few days ago, I started fiddling with my shop (I need to put things in there, and a background, too...), and I clicked on 'shop till'. Apparently, I had 58k (a little more, I think) in there. I was quite pleased, and took out 58k.
Apparently, there's still many things I need to find out about this site.
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For you pokemon lovers, the gift that my brother gave me (Pokemon Platinum) has not gone amiss. Sure, my mom's hidden it quite a few times in the past few weeks, but I always root out the hiding places. Plus, I only need one more pokemon to finish the Sinnoh dex; Lumineon. I'm a geek, aren't I? It's another addiction of mine, not to mention the theme of video games in general. Both games that imitate reality and those that veer more on fictious happenings entertain me.
Which reminds me, I've got to play Little Big Planet soon.
Well, this concludes my random sum of nothing. Any updates will be added on, and edits will be... Edited.
) writing contest. That gave me 100k, and a glowing egg.
