You think youve had it bad i have gone through what you cant go through. Trust me try having your best friend die right in front of you. The one friend you knew you could always count on not there anymore, no one to talk to, end up sitting in a dark corner where no one can see you cry. And you say you have gone through bad times. Think again missy
ok this is a song that i just happened to previously write
I got the first flight out when I finished up the tour, because I missed you. I even flew home a day too soon all because I couldn't wait to kiss you. Oh how she will be loved, was the one thing stuck in my mind, and how tonight would be remembered for the rest of your life! I never thought that I'd do something like that, when I saw you two it hit me like a heart attack, Oh No! How could you let somebody in through our door?, How could you bring him home?Oh No I never thought I'd loose my temper like that, Now its some messed up situation, he ain't coming back! Oh No! How could you bring him home?Oh No I know you know I missed on other girls because I thought I really loved you, and you know I never put anyone or anything above you, because I loved you, and it was that love that made me loose my head and now its too late! One day too soon, you'll regret it for the rest of your days! I never thought that I'd do something like that, when I saw you two it hit me like a heart attack, How could you bring him home?, I never thought I'd loose my temper like that, Now its some messed up situation, he ain't coming back! Oh No! How could you bring him home?Oh No I never thought that I'd do something like that, when I saw you two it hit me like a heart attack, Oh No! How could you let somebody in through our door?, How could you bring him home? I never thought I'd loose my temper like that, Now its some messed up situation, he ain't coming back! Oh No How could you bring him home?Oh No yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh, Please God forgive, for what I did, this day will stay for as long as I live, 'cause if you walked in and seen what I seen I know any man would have done just the same. Please God forgive, No! for what I did, No! This day will stay for as long as I live, 'cause if you walked, No! In and seen what I seen, No! I know any man would have done just the same because... I never thought that I'd do something like that, when I saw you two it hit me like a heart attack, Oh No! How could you let somebody in through our door?, How could you bring him home? I never thought I'd loose my temper like that, Now its some messed up situation, he ain't coming back! Oh No! How could you bring him home?oh No I never thought that I'd do something like that, when I saw you two it hit me like a heart attack, How could you let somebody in through our door?, How could you bring him home?, I never thought I'd loose my temper like that, Now its some messed up situation, he ain't coming back! How could you bring him home?Oh No yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh,
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh realy? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................>silence<..........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun
girl- realy?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:
boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.
THAT NIGHT:
-ring- -ring- -ring- -ring- girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
boy- what???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- y????
girl- i love u. click<
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whats up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear what?
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............
BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
-ring- -ring- -ring- voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir? (boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO! *dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u what?? U WHAT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES...
but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other... THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...
I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud
Now you're in, and you can't get out
You make me so hot Make me wanna drop It's so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good to me baby, baby
I can make you feel all better, just take it in And I can show you all the places you've never been And I can make you say everything that you've never said And I will let you do anything again and again
Now you're in, and you can't get out
You make me so hot Make me wanna drop It's so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good to me baby, baby
Kiss me gently Always I know Hold me, love me Don't ever go Ooh, yeah yeah
You make me so hot Make me wanna drop It's so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me
You make me so hot Make me wanna drop It's so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good.......... To me
