ohgeeze;

so.
mikeyyy. :3

it's safe to say that i'm going to have to break that promise i made to myself that i wouldn't have a relationship with anyone in highschool. because honestly, he's so much more than just your average high school guy.

seriously, all the other guys in school are looking for one thing. and when they do talk (and get their eyes where they should be), it's about something as trivial as some new drink at starbucks.

honestly, i couldn't care less about that mint double shot chocolate syrup frappuccino.

mikey. hm. not only is he adorable (presentable to my friends... they're all with football guys. it could be kind of embarassing if he was completely ugly. yes i know how vain that is, but i'm not going to lie. i have standards in physical appearance), but he's into psychology and the world and politics and just everything. and he's smart. i'm tired of talking to guys who don't even know the difference between global warming and ozone deterioration.

agh.
i feel bad though because one of my best friends likes him (liked him?) and caught us making out.

awkward.

she thinks i did it to get back at her. (for what?)

trying to explain to her that he's the only guy i've ever felt connected to like this.


it sounds so cheesy and high school-esque.
but. whatever.

he's never tried to take advantage of me.
he compliments me on how i think, not how "hot" i am.


:] i'm so happy.

i just wish my friend could be happy for me..