My 2017

I either write these far too early or far too late. Every year I can never just write it mid December. So here I am, early November writing it.

My year in short clips:

January: Dark times, miserable, no friends.
February: Unhappy relationship, birthday went to hell, good valentines day after I spent it with my best friend.
March-July: One huge blur, in a job where I was physically bullied so I walked, started at a new job where i'm still unhappy buy physically unmarked.
August: Almost died, met someone new who is now my rock.
September-November: I made rash but good decisions and within the space of dating for less than a week we made it official. There was no time to mess around as he was soon back off to uni which is 70 miles away and with having a full time job it's difficult to see each other but I wouldn't change this. We make the most of our time together. We spent a few weeks straight before he went back to uni together and they were the best few weeks i've ever had. We've been to places and done things I didn't think I would be comfortable enough to ever do. Even going into town with a friend used to give me anxiety but I have traveled alone to Lincoln just to see him without anxiety I feel very safe with him. He's helped me out the other end of a very dark place and i've now not drank for 2 months and 2 weeks. I have found people who don't make me want to constantly drink. I have found a person who makes me happy and honestly that's the best end to my year that I could ask for.