happy valentines day im having a mental breakdown

ahhhhhhh im dyin!
- 2days horrible emotions -
have u ever felt like yr life was kind of more of a messed up dream
like.. u kno those feelings you get in nightmares where its like "will it be like this forever?"
but like.. in the waking world
god earlier i forgot it was still today (well not rly... but in the same continuous time space) and i was like "OH GOD i forgot to turn in this paper i had to turn in!!" and i checked my backpack and i remembered . i just put it in my backpack
and i just. kind of was like
*tv static*

aka:
AAAHHFHHFNG this WEEK and PAST WEEK and the ONE BEFORE IT have all been CONSISTENTLY TERRIBLE AND I HATE ALL OF THEM i've been feeling weird and upset and anxious i've got all this schoolwork to do and i don't have the time to do it!!! and all this.. paperwork... stuff.... that i also have 2 do which all has to do with stuff for next year... ahhh and i still havent taken any big cool tests yet bc idk how to sign up! damn im stuped