This year has been so hard with out her.I had to give my chorkie up when made the bad mistake of moving to Alabama. Mom stayed sick but some what better. Things with are difficult. She was my little girl.I cry every time i think about her.now with my heart problems I miss her more then ever.so guys about this blog being sad it's just so hard..mom says she was her first real grand daughter. And I won't even have kids.

That's why I am trying so hard to get a baby raulf by her birthday. It's my main dream right now.

I just want to say thank you to all the people who have been helping me and to one who has been there for me for over 17years Jo I am so glad you are my sister. Your there for me when I need you the most.girl I love you. You know mom feels about you. Mia loved video chatting with you. It was so funny.

Any way thank you everyone for being there for me.