You were a good friend, and i'll miss you.. I can't believe you banned yourself without saying goodbye. You know what else i can't believe i'm crying over you. I wish I could talk to you xD I feel like such a softie.. I'm just gonna keep your final goodbyes here for safekeeping.
So I've been on mara for about six years on and off. I've really enjoyed meeting new people, collecting mps, and just being here in general. I really love this club and wish I could stay in it forever and ever. The people here are so cool and I enjoyed talking to each and everyone of you. But honestly, I'm just too much of an addict! I've really messed up a lot of things in my life since coming back for mara and honestly, as weird as it seems, it's really been bad for me socially/mentally and physically to be on mara. There's been so many things that I've cut out of my life because of mara. For one, I no longer go to the gym - or even leave my computer for that matter. Also I've started to stop going to school and doing work in general. I've neglected just about every single real life friend that I have and fought with almost everyone of them as well. I've also keep postponing my doctors appointments because I just wanna be here all day. Also even when I'm away from here, I am ALWAYS thinking about it and thinking of some way to get on it. Anyways long story short, it's really just been messing with my life wayy too much and I can't handle it anymore. I don't want to look back on my life and regret my experience on mara and curse this site for destroying everything that I've worked for since I was like 4 to accomplish (i.e getting into uni). I know that I promised rae and ashley I'd give them skype but then I'm afraid that I'll be stuck on skype for hours and hours or that I'll end up back on mara so I don't really think that would be a good idea either. I feel really bad about leaving and hope that you guyses aren't angry about the fact that I didn't do it while you guys were still here... it just would've been ten times harder and I don't want to regret quitting. Right now I'm happy with my decision because I know that all my mps, pet, and items are going to my FAVOURITE people on mara. So I think that's just about all that I wanted to say... Omg why does this have to be so bittersweet?! Anyways, I'm going to ask for a self ban now. I'll miss y'all soo much. ILY ALL OF YOU!
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This is how I feel without you pretty much. T-T
raeomusic
tracey
111 years, 6 months & 27 days ago 5th May 2013 12:03
raeomusic
bawlin my eyes out . i love you tracey .
111 years, 6 months & 28 days ago 4th May 2013 15:47
111 years, 6 months & 29 days ago 3rd May 2013 15:57
We are all going to miss her
111 years & 7 months ago 1st May 2013 21:26
Yeah, she was amazing beautiful, my internet sis and we talked till early in the morning. I'll miss her so much.. she was perfect.
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