thing i'm proud of
x working full time and two year's seniority at my job
x living in my own apt
x never having had to ask mom and dad for money
things i'm not proud of:
x having put on ten pounds (ugh)
x wasting a lot of money on stupid things
x never having put aside a monthly amount in a savings acct
x never having been an active part of my brother's life
x never sending thank you notes
x never calling my birth grandparents again
things i wish for in the future:
x that the fourth roommate's return goes well and this place doesn't turn into another seething pool of tension
x to be able to be moved into cust svc at my job (actually i want aic more, but what the hell)
x get back down to 135 pounds (MUST STOP EATING SO MUCH)
x to always be financially solvent (i.e., not be my parents)
x that my new laptop will have a glowing keyboard
x be with boy
things that scare me:
x growing old
x my hands' steady decrease of mobility and flexibility
x not being able to pay for things (i read if i stay single and childless until my later 20's i should be okay. fingers (almost) crossed [they don't cross as much as they used to. try not to panic about this.])
x being alone