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I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek
Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end.

Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care.

This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears There is something that keeps me holding on - What I'll never know But one day things will go my way And I'll have you in my arms



A child died today and the whole world came to see tuning in from coast to coast glued to their TV. Microphones and cameras shoving in for the best bite. And I, standing on the outside, felt it wasn????????t right. Dignity is what was missing as the media scrambled around. Compassion never had a chance upon that killing ground. A child died today and madness reigned free. How do I know you ask? You see, that child was me.

Belongs to stephanie616


i tear my heart open,i sewed myself shut and my weakness is that i can't do much and my scars remind me the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel.(i dont own)