nothing special about "me"?

??????i just want to introduce myself.. my name is joyce ramos.. im joyful and funny (sometimes).. i get serious when something makes me reminds of "someone" who once became my world.. i become confuse of my emotion and it influence the relation i have with others.. but when i hook up with someone, esp. my friends.. i cover up this confusion and let me enjoy our companion.. actually, i don't know what is the reason of being me and why am i like this or that.. although being natural and truthful of everything (like what said in "truth may sets you free&quot, i feel that i'm jailed, jailed of something that i don't why i'm feeling.. but although this affection makes me feel that i'm prisoned.. i just want to pass it to GOD that i know will give me anything that will worth.. and someday this thing will make me happy.. ???(???_???)???