Alone I sat drowning in dispare. While a glorious man walkes hand in hand leading the faithful to wonderland. Over and over I racked my brain. To find the reason that on earth I restrained, from the outstreached arms and voices calling my name. The answer I search for is not hard to define. For though I did not know it i was longing to call mine the lover thoses voices offered which is often hard to find. There I sat wishing to walk hand in hand together with that glorius man. With a pang of anguish I recalled how on earth I shunned him rebirth and all. Time after time did he call but on deaf ears did the summoning fall for i was misguided and blinded but thought i saw. So isolated I sit now on judgement day until the decision is made and I am sent away, into the midnight furnase where darkness heavely lays. Written By: A Sinner