i miss carmen

arghhhhh................i hate a certain person on marapets and a certain other person too.thing is i try ot be nice to them and all htey do is mock me and make fun of me life sucks... my used to be bf just commited suicide. she o.d. on pills. she took 21. she was a really depressed person and an orphan.her dad physically abused her and her mom was a druggie. her father was the reason her sister went crazy cause he abused her so much... i miss carmen alot why did she have to do that. i knew she was depressed and occasionally thought of suicide, but i never thought she would actually do it. she even told me she wouldn't... i really miss her. i never got to say goodbye. she was my bf since 6th grade. now were graduating 8th and going to highschool. im going to a highschool htat none of my friends are going to.only 4 other people are going. its an art school.