Disappointed...
11 years, 5 months & 19 days ago
5th Jun 2013 19:00 Well if anyone knows anything about it me its that life isnt easy for me at all...I just learned that my house im in is being sold and we have to move out this Saturday...also my dog had an allergic reaction this afternoon and i had to rush him to the vet and bottom line 180 dollars later...-sigh- then i learned that im about to fail my one class for just "not getting it" and that i havent "achieved my highest potional" oh well excuse me i suck at something? Look here lady dont yell at me "for not getting it or grasping the concepts"....then just today this guy on my bus sat next to me and he told me he liked me a lot i was like omg...20 minutes later im just sitting there he reaches over and freaking squeezes my boobs!?! WTF! i slapped him and IM the one who get in trouble WTF...Im also super depressed on mara to...i've literally apped for about 20 giveaways guess how many ive won...hmmm...none -_- i swear i see the same ppl apping for every single giveaway and they r always a finalist or a winner like....cmon...they already have the 20 rare Le's all the good items all the money like you dont need more!!>.> like jeez...ugh if you havent noticed im venting a bit because i felt really good about a few and i dont even come runner up? Just because ppl know how to muti-color text or draw pictures shouldnt mean they have an "advantage" over everyone else. Im disappointed in real life mainly due to what i said above but its mainly because my dads birthday was on the 3rd and i didnt even see him because he was drunk on his bday and said to F off when i calle him ughh FML in real and in mara? I cant even get a flippin good plushie on the EPM i paid like a freak load to get and i see all these ppl who already have 20 enchanted LE plushies in there gallery and there like omg look what i got! Im like omg wow thats awesome! but then jealousy comes in...UGH....LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW...
My Ghost Stories
11 years, 6 months & 1 day ago
24th May 2013 21:02 Alright now for everyone who likes a good ghost story sit back and be amazed at my creepy childhood.lol.
Well this all started off when i was younger living in my dream house when i was very little i would see things in the dark like ppl animals but then they all started getting scarier and creepier like example this one time i saw this couple dancing in the middle of my room but when the man turned the women around she was like half was decapitated and all i remember were her eyes oh god her eyes *shivers* they were like two white soul less eyes looking into you!
Anyway they got so bad i went to like this thing for nightmare terror or something like that, that didnt help after that nothing happend for a while but then i started noticing shadows on my wall like moving on there own then the creepiest creepiest creepiest thing happend to me one night i was asleep when i woke up to feel weight on the side of my bed i turne around and looked into my mirror (my bed was across my mirror) and in the mirror i saw a man sitting on the side of my bed starring at me thru the mirror he was all bloody *SHIVERS* (just fyi after that i never ever ever put my mirror across my bed just till recently i still had the mirror) Anyway...after that i was pretty freaked out (i didnt say a word to anyone)My friend Jessy one time came over to sleepover we were sleeping over it was late and my parents were asleep when we BOTH saw my door knob moving on its own moving up and down and twisting but not opening this literally went on for about 5 minutes my friend was crying so finally idk how i did this but i grew balls and openned the door when i did i felt cold air rush into me...Pretty soon after this we got a dog ^^ his names Skipper after we got him i starte to notice him barking at walls and growling at corners it was odd...after this me and my friend (same friend) decieded to have another sleepover we were in this big room playing upstairs late at night parents asleep hallway light was on we were playing (my dog was in the room) we had about 20 light on...dont ask me why lol we just did...SOOO after a bit were playing la la la when all of a sudden ALL of the lights all shut off at the exact same time Jessy like uhhh...wtf...and im like freaking out seconds after that happened by dog starts barking like flippin crazy and growling my parents come in and right as they do ALL the lights turn back on just like that one other time i was home alone my mom was working late and i heard typing i SLOWLY went into the office to the laptop on IN word doct but with no words just the little thing blinking...My parents never believed any of this i told them so finally i just accepted it as life, after the years they stopped happening so much and after i moved out of that house they havent happened to me since THANK GOD. Even talking about my experience freaks me the helk out...Anyway hope you enjoyed my ghost stories
Goodnight! C:
How would you survive?
11 years, 6 months & 4 days ago
21st May 2013 13:55 So i'll ask you how would you survive the zombie apocalypse? C:
My life Story
11 years, 6 months & 6 days ago
19th May 2013 19:52 My life begins in Maryland born on a snowy december morning.My mother and father so happy.Me and my mom nearly dying due to complications,staying in the hopsital for about 3 weeks.Skip forward a year now were moving into our dream house my parents spent 6 months building from the ground up.Skip a few more years im young starting school all my friends are matching with me on my first day to school.Skip a few years im a bit older now were doing so well we've even bought a 2nd house on the lake,life was great 2 houses,not rich but well off,a loving wife and caring father who loved there child like no other.Skip a few years im about 9 now life is starting to fall apart,my father doesnt speak to us anymore wont even eat or sleep,my parents start fighting a lot sending me to friends house a lot more now,mom wont tell me whats going on.Skip a few months dad lost his job,have to sell our 2nd house due to the lose of income.Skip a few months my mom and dad fight so bad they are considering divorce.My moms finally figured out whats wrong,my fathers a slow building alcholic.Skip a few months my mother works full time to keep us in our beautiful dream house my father starts to hurt me when i get home locking me in rooms screaming at me,telling me im the reason coming home to find him passed out bottle still in hand calling my mom at work crying saying "mommy come home!!".A few months pass of this passes my father goes to rehab,were slowly rebuilding after not seeing my dad for 3 months i finally do,first day after a 3 month rehab,drunk...Skip a month my parents finally divorce,my dad moves out (im about in middle school now)My mom works full time now stressing over everything really has no time for me...Mom stresses so much she cant do her job both as an employee and mother...My mom loses her job were slowly sinking more and more my mom cant get a job finally after 8 months she gets on,but it doesnt last.My social life is slowly crumbling im so against talking its a problem now.Skip a few years im alone every day now (im about in 8th grade now)My mom tells me we have to sell our house,after 13 years we have to leave my beautiful dream house,i fall into an even more depression,the day i left it was raining my dad showed and hugged me goodbye and told me "everything was going to alright" i watched as we leaved the house,my home since i was little i was raised in that house born and raised i grew up in it and now im leaving it moving over 2 hours away from all my friends (my mom got a job finally) so i started school the new kid in 9th grade the shy awkward new kid...ive never met these ppl before no one was nice they were mean told me to stay away from them...i went home everyday wanting to cry,and now at the end of the year i had one friend,Mikey he was so sweet to me,but now im moving again,but its back to my friends...but its been so long,what will happpen...it will never be the same..
Im writing this to tell anyone who wants to know alchol ruined my life,if you never start you will never have to worry dont do it,look what happend to me...save yourself and future family,dont ruin a life if it could have been avoided