After getting the most *supportive* reply to my support ticket about the attacking of my friends and I from certain users in AF, and to see that absolutely NOTHING has come from SEVERAL PEOPLE all providing clear evidence, and being able to support each others support tickets without even KNOWING that the other were writing them, I have to say I am beyond irritated, and I am clearly going to have to find some other venue to vent because it is plain as the nose on my face, nothing will be done, the baiting and attacking from certain users will continue, and these same users will play the 'victim' and 'martyr' everytime something is said that is different to them.

If you're thinking of AF access, don't. Just don't right now. It's not a calming, fun filled retreat any more. AF has become a playground for 'adults' to taunt, tease, and bait other adults into falling facedown and not being able to get back up again.

To those users who are doing this and making AF not fun: You are not doing yourselves any favors. You wonder why you're losing support and friends? Stop acting like children on the playground, and grow up. You are adults with the ability to think clearly, and determine how you will react to a trigger. You KNOW what you are doing, and I am sure, very sure, you're satisfied with the result of us 'indecent folks', the Fearsome Foursome, dropping out of AF. That's cool, man, that's cool. I wish you the best of luck, and I hope eventually we may come back, and it will be back to the older AF.

We're not backing down, so don't even think that for an iota of a millisecond. We are recovering, we are deciding to do this for ourselves. We are deciding to have lives.

To the other ladies of the Fearsome Foursome: Ladies, I love you guys so, so, SO much. You've been there with me through this all, and I support each and every one of you, and will do so for as long as I am on Mara. Hell, I'll even stand beside you in RL, if I can.

Saving this blog because I'm pretty sure someone will report it, and it's not going anywhere.

~Sang~AF 'Troll Queen'

If you notice me not being very involved in the forums anymore, especially in AF, it's not because I want to leave. It's because I have to leave. It's no longer fun for e to be on the forums, especially in AF, what with all the drama and unnecessary rudeness coming from certain members within AF. This gives me time to focus on my health, which has been crap really, and also focusing on hopefully getting a much better paying job, focusing on RL relationships with people, and maybe doing missions and questing and such.

It's a sad day when a bunch of your good friends decided to revoke access to a forum that once was so much fun, and to see them getting hurt in the process sickens me. I'm going to just try and lurk the forums, and not post so much, until something has been decided. If nothing has been in a few weeks, I'm revoking my access too. It's just gotten to be floofing ridiculous, and there is no need for it.

My friends don't deserve to be brought to tears, to be sick because of the nastiness in some forums, and they certainly don't deserve to be made to feel badly because of anything... I won't get much more into it, but just letting ya'll know.

I'm cooling my grits for the time being.

If I KEEP getting mails asking about my pets, especially Damien, I will get progressively MORE rude and ignorant to you.

So let me state this as plainly as possible.

NONE OF MY PETS ARE FOR TRADE. NOT DESEX, NOT VACUTAINER, NOT ERZILIE, NONE OF THEM.

AND FOR THE GOOD GODS' SAKE, NOT DAMIEN.

Damien will NEVER BE FOR TRADE. At any point. Not even for a Figaro.

Are we in a clear understanding of each other, now?