*Inspired by a true, loving friend I will never forget.^

Waiting

"Sometimes it???s just standing there
Looking towards the north
Tapping your toe and twirling your hair
And pacing back and forth
But other times it???s long term
Expecting something that???s history
There???s nobody who will help confirm;
It???s all a mystery
You can only wait and stay
Until the end of time
You have to live every day
Silent as a mime
You are crushed in the suspense
Shedding tears in your frustration
Knowing you can do something, hence
Overwhelmed by the temptation
The solution is just across the street
But if you were to cross
You???d get hit by the car of defeat
At other people???s costs
You are just so desperate
You can???t stand another hour
You are so terribly upset
That you have no more power
You feel like you???ve lost everything
The truth???s too hard to bear
Will you somehow fix the sting?
Or live life in despair?
If you do not go with it,
You???d hurt friends in many ways
You have to pretend life is just as fit
As it was in the old days
You could try to accept your life
Even though you can???t
You want everything how it used to be
Not like a shriveled plant
Should you forget about the wonderful past
And pretend this is how it always was?
See how much longer you can last,
And see what fate does?
People think you don???t understand
But they???re the ones who don???t
You don???t like how things are planned
And you???re still learning how to cope."


Away

It's hardly able to bear,
You're so far away.
You've gone already,
But feels like eternity.
How come you have to leave?
My heart aches
I'm longing for you
I can't do a thing
To bring you back to stay
But only for a bit
Can you visit away.
It will just never
Again be the same.
Away time goes
Passing by
I cry in frustration,
"How come you have to leave so soon?!"
As you slowly walk away,
Tears roll down my cheeks
You might be gone forever,
Never to see you again.
Though I will always remember
You going away.

MOVED TO BLOG
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???We???ve gone through tough times together, Happy times together, We???ve experienced each others feelings, personalities, but it???s just never the same when we have to be so far away.???
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May 29, 2009

Like I said on my profile, I am EXTREMELY BUSY and hardly have much time to come on now. I'm kinda feeling sad though now. Some of my old friends kinda drifted away from me for not talking to them in awhile (+ being transfer), and the result is disappointing.
Another thing I'm kinda sad about is that since you guys "quit", there's technically no point in writing this stuff anymore. Especially since when I ask you to read it, then now when I hear your responses, I know there actually /is/ no point in writing it. But I'm still writing anyways, since I know deep down I still care, and my wish to mail this or send it to you is still alive.
It's getting closer and closer to the end of the school year. It feels like it just started, doesn't it? But no worries, this is only the beginning of our friendship.

Signing off once more,
THE ONE AND ONLY-
Gummy.
~~~~~~
-May 1, 2009

Wow! I haven't updated in exactly a month. I apologize SO much. I haven't had hardly any time to come on much anymore and update. I'm keeping a journal of all of this though, so no worries Perhaps one day I'll mail it to you... Like a time capsule.
I can't believe it's already almost the end of the year! I can't believe I survived a whole year without one of my best friends in the whole world. I thought I'd never get through it. but still keeping in touch with you, that's what kept me going.
I hope to see you next year, and maybe go to the same school this time, but who knows. I'm praying though that the 3 of us could just be together again. I miss it more than words can explain.
Don't worry though. How could I ever forget such great friends? Never.

<3 and :heart: Always,
Annej
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-April 1, 2009

New holiday already! YOU GUYS ARE ALL MEANYS!!!...Heheheheh... Lol, JK. APRIL FOOLS!!! (:
So,.. T,-Dog, G-Dog's gonna tell me later if we're gonna visit MH again tomorrow. A bit late notice *cough! cough!* Lol, but it's alright. I

"You are my Sunshine, My only Sunshine,
You make me Happy when skies are Gray,
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you,
So please don't take my Sunshine away..."



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