I found this and decided to move my application. -feels idiotic- Since I can't copy and paste, but discovered a few errors in my previous app, I'll just start anew.
Hello, my name is Ashley/Ash. At first, most people would probably think of me as a cruel, heartless jerk, though if you get to know me, I can actually be pretty nice.
Like everyone else, I'm here for the cash. At least 50,000 MP, so long as I at least got something to help with my few goals. It would go towards me stating up Darlantan and buying another female costume (only have a Chibs one at the moment).
A few months ago, I decided to do what you're currently doing: quit and give everything away. But later I decided to resurface a bit, and automatically wished I still had my most prized pet and 400,000 MP back.
Now the reason I quit was because I figured that I would never return, nor find forgiveness in myself. But when I eventually did return to check things out, I went to the random chat, or RC, my old home on Mara. As usual I was being an ass (I admit I kind of am one) and acting emotionless, but two things happened that slightly changed my ways:
1. I had just finished posting a snide comment on a Justin Beiber topic when I received a maramail. Reading it, I was kind of... at a loss for words. Some girl had actually dedicated her time to reading half of a pretty long scary story I had written on my blog. She asked for me to write more. I told her what I had thought about most people on Mara, but that she was an exception. I even promised to continue my story later this week, and thanked her.
2. Later, on the RC, I found one person being somewhat flamed, both by what seemed like her friends and obvious foes. Going against her, I snapped a few nasty things. Though at a giveaway topic, she chose me as one of the 100,000 MP winners. Dumbfounded once again, I attempted to post that I didn't actually hate her, and was... like that with everyone. I mentioned that I found myself thanking someone else earlier, and that I had to do the same there. I don't know if she read my message, but I meant it anyways.
Thank-you for your time.